Haley Mason Post-Abortion Suicide

Dear Lord, I sit here alone with my thoughts wondering if you will ever forgive me. Why do I continue to fail you? I’m failing you because I’m turning away from the precious gift of having a child. A child. A breathing, living, beautiful life that I created but too selfish to accept from you. Will you still love me as a child of yours? Will I still love me after today?

Haley’s journal – Oct. 23, 2000

On April 5, 2001, Donetta Robben’s 22-year-old niece didn’t show up for work. Her friend Rosa drove over to check on her, and her car wasn’t there. Rosa called the girl’s father, Edwin. Had she gone home to visit her family?

Edwin later said he just knew that his daughter was dead. He called the Omaha police, and he called his daughter’s landlord. They went to the apartment. They found her body.

Though the coroner estimated that the young woman had been dead for several days, all official documents, and the young woman’s tombstone, use the April 5th date. So will I.

In telling her niece’s story, Donetta decided to use the name “Haley Mason” rather than her niece’s real name. In respect for the family’s desire to grieve privately, I’m using the name Donetta uses: Haley Mason. Likewise, I use the pseudonyms Donetta uses for friends and family members.

The official ruling was that Haley’s death was an accidental overdose. Her family was stunned as the investigators spoke with them, revealing the discoveries made while looking into the young woman’s death. Isolated words echoed in their minds: death, journals, death, pills, death, drinking, death, hurt, death, abortion… Abortion?

Abortion.

The answers to how Haley went from happy-go-lucky college student to suicide statistic weren’t in the official reports. They were found in Haley’s journals, where she poured her heart out in the final months of her life.

The story of how Haley died begins when she fell in love with Todd. She found out she was pregnant and told him. He wanted her to get an abortion.

Haley was a student at the University of Nebraska. She worked two jobs to meet her expenses. Unmarried, without much money, and with a disapproving boyfriend, Haley saw abortion as her only option. She made her appointment at the Bellevue, Nebraska practice of Dr. Leroy Carhart. It was late October of 2000.

Haley wrote of Todd’s attitude: “I must let him abandon me. He doesn’t care about me. I know he’s only agreed to pay for it to ease his own guilt.”

Haley found the abortion stressful: the wait, the sounds, the crude and uncaring behavior of the doctor. Haley’d been told to arrive at the clinic at 7:00 in the morning, but it was ten hours before she was finally on the table, ready for the abortion. Carhart walked into the room, clad in a dirty coat and glasses so smeared that Haley’s friend, who had accompanied her, wondered how he could even see through the lenses.

Haley, in her fog of medication, tried to make a joke. “Don’t hurt me down there?” she said. “Be still and I won’t,” Carhart replied.

While performing the vacuum abortion, Carhart spouted profanities. He told Haley and her friend that he was tired. He’d been speaking in California the day before, and had just flown into Omaha that morning.

After the abortion, Haley felt violated, as if she’d been raped. She also experienced continued spotting into January. She’d not been given a follow-up appointment, and didn’t know if the bleeding was normal or not. She didn’t want to go to another doctor, because she’d have to tell him about the abortion, and that was just too painful to talk about. The bleeding was a constant reminder of the death of Haley’s unborn baby.

Haley told few people about the abortion: three close friends and two relatives. But she didn’t tell them of her struggle to cope with the emotional pain. She kept telling herself that she’d done the best thing. But she started punishing herself, and pushed away anybody who tried to love her. She didn’t feel that she deserved their love.

Haley longed for a knight in shining armor to rescue her from the prison of her grief, but she no longer felt comfortable with men. She had to get drunk to be able to endure sex. And even then, it reminded her of the abortion. Todd came by at early hours, looking for sex. Haley submitted, but her heart wasn’t in it. She no longer felt loved. She felt used.

The drinking got worse. Hot baths and quick jogs provided temporary relief from the anguish, but it always returned.

Finally, Haley could stand it no more.

First, plenty of numbing alcohol. Then, she went into her living room and grabbed a precious photo of her late mother and maternal grandfather. Next, a bottle of vodka. A bottle of aspirin. An old prescription bottle of Benadryl. Haley washed the drugs down with the vodka, leaving the three bottles next to the photograph.

She went into the bedroom. She put her rosary around her neck. She set an empty holy water bottle on her dresser. She opened her journal to the day of the abortion. She lay down, head on her pillow, looking for the rest she couldn’t find any more in living.

Leaving her family to sort out their own pain.

Credit: Christina Dunigan

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Legal Abortion Death: Sandra Milton, 23 (Unspecified)

On April 27, 1990, 23-year-old Sandra Milton underwent an abortion, performed by Dr. Carl Armstrong at Toledo Medical Services in Ohio.

Sandra’s abortion was performed at 10 a.m., and she was discharged shortly thereafter for the 90-minute drive home.

The babysitter stayed with Sandra and her three children for three hours as the young mother slipped in and out of consciousness and suffered pain and abdominal swelling. Twice the alarmed babysitter called the clinic, but was told that the symptoms were normal. The third time the babysitter called the clinic, she got no response at all, and summoned an ambulance.

Sandra was pronounced dead on arrival at the hospital.

Columbia Dispatch 5/23/90; Ohio death certificate Registrar’s No. 158; Fremont News-Messenger 4/29/90; Ohio Post-Mortem Examination Autopsy No. OA-90-8

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Legal Abortion Death: Maura Morales, 24 (Ventricular Fibrillation)

Twenty-four-year-old Maura Morales was eight weeks pregnant when she went to Woman’s Care Center for a safe and legal abortion on May 8, 1981.

When she was in the recovery room, her heart went into spontaneous ventricular fibrillation — irregular heartbeats not capable of effectively pumping blood.

Maura was taken to a hospital, but died that day.

Maura was the fourth woman to die at the same facility. The others were Shirley Payne, Myrta Baptiste, and Ruth Montero.

Sources: Florida Certificate of Death # 81-043232; “Fourth Woman Dies After Abortion At Miami Clinic,” The Miami Herald, January 5, 1983, 1D; “Cluster of Abortion Deaths at a Single Facility,” Kafrissen, Grimes, Hogue, Sacks, Obstetrics & Gynecology, 68:3, September 1986, 387-389

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Legal Abortion Death: Shelby Moran, 60 (Brain Damage)

Shelby Moran, mother of five, languished for twenty years after suffering complications from her abortion.

A lawsuit filed on behalf of Shelby A. Moran, a 39-year-old mother of five, alleged that she was given Prostaglandin F2 Alpha for a safe, legal abortion at Illinois Masonic Medical Center in January of 1978.

Immediately after the drug was injected, Shelby experienced grossly abnormal elevation of her blood pressure. The abortionist, Dr. John J. Barton, thought that the elevation would be transient, and left the facility.

Half an hour later, Shelby went into cardiopulmonary arrest. She suffered brain damage due to lack of oxygen, causing dementia and speech aphasia.

Shelby was no longer able to care for herself, much less her five children. She required 24-hour care in a nursing home until her death on September 16, 1999.

Her family was awarded $9.5 million on her behalf.

Sources: York Daily Record 4-17-89, AP 4-15-89, 4-16-89, 4-17-89; Cook County Circuit Court, Law Division, Case No. 80-L-1539; Illinois Appellate Court Nos. 1-89-2165, 1-89-2244, 1-89-2359; Social Security Death Index

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Legal Abortion Death: Kelly Morse, 32 (Allergic Reaction to Anesthesia)

Thirty-two-year-old Kelly Morse of Vermont traveled with her husband to Hillcrest Women’s Medical Center in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania, for an abortion on June 19, 1996. Dr. Delhi Elmore Thweatt, Jr., performed the abortion.

Five days earlier, Kelly had come to Hillcrest and had been evaluated by Dr. Earl McLeod, who had diagnosed her as eight weeks pregnant.

Because the waiting room of the clinic was so crowded, Kelly’s husband waited for her outside.

Even though Kelly had notified Hillcrest staff that she had asthma and was allergic to the “caine” medications, including Lidocaine, Thweatt administered 12 cc’s of 1 percent Lidocaine to Kelly at about 11 a.m.

Kelly immediately had trouble breathing. A licensed practical nurse got Kelly’s inhaler from her purse and helped her to use it, but Kelly reported that it was not helping. She became very agitated because of her difficulty in drawing breath.

Thweatt continued with the abortion, completing it in about four minutes, and spent some time providing ineffectual care to Kelly before having an ambulance summoned.

The suit filed by Kelly’s husband noted, “As Mrs. Morse’s dyspnea (difficulty breathing) and cyanosis [turning blue due to lack of oxygen] continued to worsen, Defendant Thweatt improperly administered Epinephrine subcutaneously instead of intravenously….” This measure would do nothing to assist a patient in Kelly’s condition.

“No one started an IV. No respiration rate was recorded, no pulse was checked and no blood pressure was measured. No EKG was applied. No cardiac monitoring was conducted. No pulse oximeter was applied. No intubation or emergency tracheotomy was performed. No oxygen was administered. Kelly continued to agitate in fear, desperately gasping for air, and remained blue in color. Defendant Thweatt just stood there with a stethoscope in hand and listened to Kelly’s breathing and wheezing progressively worsen.”

“As Plaintiff choked and gasped for air, none of the Defendants, took steps to immediately dispatch an ambulance. In fact, the ambulance was not summoned until 11:24 a.m., or 10 minutes after Plaintiff violently choked, gasped, wheezed, and discolored to a blue-black appearance from respiratory arrest and hypoxia.”

Paramedics arrived within five minutes of the call, just as a staff member was running outside to summon Kelly’s husband.

Kelly’s husband reported that he went in with the ambulance crew to find his wife, naked and blue-black from lack of oxygen, lying on a table that was halfway out of the examination room into the hallway.

The paramedics put a breathing tube into Kelly, properly administered medications, and performed CPR as they transported Kelly to nearby Polyclinic Medical Center, where she was admitted to the Intensive Care Unit.

Her condition continued to deteriorate, and she was pronounced dead on June 22.

Court documents in the case indicate that Hillcrest advertised Thweatt as being a Board-certified ob/gyn, yet “Defendant Thweatt failed the Ob/Gyn Board certification examination not once, not twice, but on three consecutive attempts…Defendant Thweatt failed his Board certification exam even after a fourth attempt, following his deposition of July 27, 1997.”

On April 20, 1999, Thweatt and Hillcrest settled out of court with Kelly’s husband. Her two children, a boy and a girl, were left motherless.

The Pennsylvania Medical Board and Maryland Medical Board show no disciplinary actions against Thweatt, who lives in Maryland.

Sources: Defend Life, Aug.-Sept., 1998; Dauphin County (PA) Court of Common Pleas, Civil Action # 6070 S96

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Legal Abortion Death: Tanya Williamson (Overdose of Anesthesia)

Williamson is referred to as “Patient A” in medical board documents pertaining to her abortionist, Moshe Hachamovitch. By cross-matching details with outside sources, I was able to identify her by name.

Tanya had laminaria inserted at Hachamovitch’s facility on September 6, 1996, for an early second-trimester abortion. Hachamovtich estimated that she was almost 14 weeks pregnant. He instructed Tanya to return the next day for her abortion.

Tanya returned on September 7, as instructed. According to medical board documents, “At or about 11:00 a.m. Patient A was given Valium 10 mg.” This medication was not noted on clinic documents that were given to Certified Registered Nurse Anesthetist (CRNA) Gori, who then administered 150 mg. of Brevital at about 1:50 p.m., whereupon Hachamovitch performed the abortion.

The medical board then notes, “150 mg. of Brevital causes loss of consciousness and also potentially decreases the patient’s respiratory rate and blood pressure. The amount of Brevital administered to this patient would cause respiratory depression for approximately 30 minutes. The majority of that time Patient A was in the recovery room. The level of respiratory depression is tied into the amount of stimulation of the patient. Surgery is a very strong stimulus, once that is removed the respiratory depression increases.”

Records are conflicting as to who administered Pitocin and Methergine to Tanya, and what the dose was and what the route was. Either that, or she got double dosed.

“When Patient A was transferred from the operating room table to the gurney for transfer to the recovery room she was still anesthetized,” noted the medical board. “She was unable to move herself from the operating table to the gurney. Patient A never responded verbally to the CRNA. Shortly after Patient A was transferred to the recovery room, her pulse and oxygen saturation levels were taken and the pulse oximeter was removed from her finger.”

A pulse oximeter montiors both the patient’s pulse, and the patient’s oxygen level in her blood. By removing the pulse oximeter, the staff eliminated a vital source of information about Tanya’s well-being as she came out of anesthesia.

The medical board notes that at 2 p.m., after 5 minutes in recovery, Tanya’s blood pressure was 96/80, and her pulse 68. This is within normal limits. At 15 minutes (2:10 p.m.), Tanya’s blood pressure had fallen to 60/40, her pulse to 52, and her respirations were shallow. Such a sharp fall in blood pressure is an alarming sign that the patient might be going into shock or suffering other life-threatening problems. The falling blood pressure is especially alarming in combination with shallow breathing.

At 2:11 p.m., Tanya’s pulse was noted as “thready,” which means weak and irratic. Her blood pressure was so low that it could not be measured with a cuff.

The medical board noted, “At this point, a patient without an obtainable blood pressure and a barely palpable pulse was functionally in cardiac arrest. Respondent was notified of the problem with Patient A at approximately 2:15 p.m.”

Hachamovitch examined Tanya in recovery, started a new IV with D5W and Ephedrine, then told the recovery room nurse to do CPR, and somebody to call Emergency Medical Services (EMS).

EMS Advanced Cardiac Life Support (ACLS) was dispatched at 2:40 and arrived at 2:41 to find Tanya “cyanotic, non-responsive, pulseless, apneic and her pupils were fixed and dilated.”

ACLS took Tanya’s vital signs, attached a cardiac monitor, and properly placed a breathing tube to help get oxygen into Tanya’s lungs.

One ACLS team member “then hooked up the Respondent’s equipment which the CRNA had been using to ventilate the patient to the intubation tube. He checked for lung sounds and abdominal sounds. There were not lung sounds nor were there any abdominal sounds. By that time the EMTs arrived and one came over with the EMS BVM [bag-valve mask, a device for pumping oxygen into a patient’s lungs].”

The ACLS team member switched over to the EMT’s ventilation unit, and was able to hear oxygen being moved in and out of both of Tanya’s lungs. This indicates that Hachamovitch’s CRNA had been using useless, broken equipment on Tanya.

The medical board said, “When respondent arrived in the recovery room, he should have immediately ascertained the patient’s pulse, blood pressure, and if there was vaginal bleeding. This should have taken between 20 seconds and, at the outside, two to three minutes. He should have realized that the patient was in cardiac arrest and started ACLS. The cause of the arrest was not relevant at that point; the immediate treatment was the same. Given the clinical picture of this patient at 2:15 p.m. when Respondent was called to the recovery room EMS should have been called immediately and the patient intubated. Even if Patient A were only in a near arrest situation Respondent should have immediately call EMS and instituted the rest of ACLS protocol. Advanced Cardiac Life Support consists of immediate call to EMS for transfer to hospital, intubation, EKG monitoring so that if the patient requires defibrillation, the rhythm and appropriate ACLS drugs are known. This patient’s condition had to be treated in a hospital setting, the sooner the patient were to get to the hospital, the better her chances of survival.”

Despite the fact that Hachamovitch had the equipment to put a breathing tube into Tanya, she was being given oxygen with a face mask. There was no note that Hachamovitch had even inserted an airway, which is a small device that keeps the patient’s tongue from blocking air from getting into the lungs.

The medical board noted, “Epinephrine and Atropine were the appropriate ACLS drugs to administer. These drugs help to restore cardiac function. Respondent had these drugs in his office but failed to given them to Patient A. Respondent instead administered Ephedrine. Ephedrine is not sufficient to restore cardiac function.”

“At no time during Patient A’s stay in the recovery room did Respondent or any of his staff monitor the patient with an EKG. Respondent had an EKG and a cardiac defibrillator available, which he never used on Patient A,” the board further noted. “Such a failure deviated from accepted medical standards.”

The board also noted that the reading from the pulse oximeter, taken just as Tanya was being moved to recovery, was not credible given her condition, and that Hachamovitch should not have relied upon a pulse oximeter reading given Tanya’s obvious distress. (The board didn’t bother to chew him out for taking the pulse oximeter off her finger, when even an EMT would have left it in place.)

“According to the chart, Patient A was responsive when she entered the recovery room and at 2:00 p.m. she was stable. By 2:10 p.m., the patient developed hypotension, bradycardia [abnormally slow pulse] and probably respiratory depression.” Appropriate treatment, the board said, would have been “endotracheal intubation and administration of supplemental oxygen.”

“A physician who performs surgical procedures, i.e. abortion, under general anesthesia in free standing outpatient facilities, has an obligation to recognize when a patient is in cardiac arrest and to know how to resuscitate the patient. Respondent did not recognize that Patient A was in cardiac arrest. Respondent did not carry out generally recognized resuscitation measures in this patient.”

“For patients following general anesthesia, monitoring in a recovery room consists of the following: electrocardiogram monitoring and pulse oximeter for the initial stage of recovery ” the initial period where the patient is not yet fully responsive to stimuli, or when the patient is not completely awake. It may be in that initial period that the patient, when questioned, or when stimulated, will be responsive. But during the initial period, if the patient is not stimulated, they may become more depressed and have depressed respiratory function. Each patient, in the primary stages of recovery from general anesthesia should have available in individual EKG, a pulse oximeter and a blood pressure cuff. The vital signs must be documented every five minutes until the patient is fully responsive to stimuli and the patient must be observed by staff for respiratory rate and effort, cardiac rate and rhythm, as well as color. The recovery room should be staffed by nurses and other medical personnel who have specific training in recovery room cases.”

On Saturday, September 7, 1996, the day Tanya died, Hachamovitch had one R.N. in the recovery room, along with a medical assistant, a sonographer and a receptionist from the front who went to the recovery room to help when the recovery room was busy. The sonographer was not trained to observe patients recovering from anesthesia. The receptionist had taken a medical secretary course, and did not have any special training in caring for patients covering from general anesthesia.

At the time Tanya was brought into the recovery room, there were nine other patients in the room, and yet another patient was brought in a few minutes after Tanya. One of those nine patients already in the recovery room was shaking and almost convulsing.

The board noted that Hachamovitch’s recovery room was not sufficiently staffed to adequately monitor patients recovering from general anesthesia.

The board also noted, “Respondent’s medical record did not accurately reflect the care and treatment rendered to patient A.”

“The Committee was particularly troubled by the testimony of CRNA Gori. The Committee found particularly incredible her testimony that she held the patient’s nose and listened for breath sounds. …. Monitoring of patients recovering from general anesthesia should consist of electrocardiogram monitoring and a pulse oximeter for the initial stage of recovery and these patients should be stimulated during the initial stage of recovery. There was no evidence presented on the Respondent’s behalf that this was done. To the contrary, the evidence establishes that the Respondent did not follow this protocol. Specifically, the patient was not observed other than at five-minute intervals to take vital signs. There is no evidence that the Respondent ever attempted to stimulate the patient.”

“The Committee also found that the Respondent failed to run a continuous IV line in Patient A’s arm until she was free of the effects of the anesthesia. The Respondent’s own testimony indicates that he had to run another IV line in order to give the patient the mediations more rapidly. This testimony establishes that the patient did not have a patent [in-place, functioning] IV line that was sufficient for the administration of the mediations that would have been required in an emergency, such as the instant situation.”

“The Respondent’s recovery room lacked an individual EKG machine for each patient recovering from general anesthesia as well as an individual pulse oximeter and blood pressure cuff for each recovering patient.” The board suspended Hachamovitch’s license, and added probationary requirements that he was to be supervised by an anesthesiologist who had no conflict of interest, that Hachamovitch maintain ACLS certification, and that he maintain at least one staffer in recovery who is ACLS certified.

Sources: State of New York Department of Health Decision and Order SPMC-99-261; New York State Department of Health Statement of Charges December 1, 1998; “A Woman’s Right, A Woman’s Risk,” ABC News, March 8, 1999

By Christina Dunigan

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Legal Abortion Death: Eunice Agabgaa (Unspecified, Heavy Bleeding)

Ghanaian Woman Eunice Agabgaa entered Y&P Medical Clinic in New York. Dr. Abram Zelikman allegedly left the clinic while Eunice was in recovery from an abortion Zelikman had performed

Unfortunately, severe complications to the abortion soon arose.

A friend who was present at the clinic testified that she pleaded with the clinic staff to call paramedics once she noticed Eunice’s bloodied body and poor vital signs.

Her friend stated “I felt if I hadn’t been there they would have wrapped her dead body and thrown it in the garbage.”

(New York Newsday 7/9/89)

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Legal Abortion Death: Lee Ann Alford, 34 (Hemorrhagic Shock Due To Uterine Perforation)

Leigh Ann Stephens Alford, age 34, underwent a safe and legal abortion at the hands of Dr. Malachy DeHenre at Summit Medical Center of Alabama, a National Abortion Federation member clinic, on November 25, 2003.

Leigh Ann was discharged from the clinic 20 minutes after her abortion, according to a lawsuit filed by her husband.

Within six hours, he said, he called the facility to report that Leigh Ann was suffering pain and fever. She died about 18 hours after the clinic had sent her home. Death was attributed to hemorrhagic shock from an unrecognized uterine perforation.

DeHenre’s medical license was suspended in Mississippi and Alabama after the death. DeHenre, age 53, also performed abortions at New Woman Medical Center in Jackson, Mississippi, as well as his own Jackson’s Women’s Health Organization.

Alabama suspended DeHenre’s license as of July 28. The Mississippi suspension was expedited, rather than addressed in a board meeting scheduled for September 16.

An Associated Press article quotes Dr. W. Joseph Burnett, executive director of the Mississippi Board of Medical Licensure: “We couldn’t wait another day to take action. He won’t be practicing in Mississippi.”

The Alabama medical board concluded that DeHenre’s practice was conducted in such a way as to “endanger the health of patients,” and found that he had committed “repeated malpractice.”

DeHenry was also investigated after an abortion he performed on March 20, 2003. That patient began to hemorrhage and was transported to the University of Mississippi Medical Center, where she underwent a total hysterectomy.

NOTE: DeHenry’s suspension came through in December. He told the board “My Christmas was ruined.”

Sources

– Associated Press, Thu, Aug. 19, 2004
– Clarion Ledger, “Miss. suspends abortion doc eyed in Ala. death” 12/18/04
– Mississippi suspends license of doctor who performed abortions
– Mississippi physician has Alabama license suspended after abortion death
– Clarion Ledger, “Miss. suspends abortion doc eyed in Ala. death” 12/18/04

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Legal Abortion Death: Gloria Aponte, 20 (Hemorrhage)

Twenty-year-old Gloria went to National Abortion Federation member Hanan Rotem in Stamford, Connecticut, for a safe and legal abortion on April 19, 1986.

A few hours after the abortion, Gloria was declared dead from hemorrhage at a nearby hospital.

Rotem claimed that Gloria had died from an amniotic fluid embolism. An investigation by health officials found that Rotem had failed to perform necessary blood tests, and had permitted a receptionist with no medical training to administer anesthesia.

Source: Associated Press s 11/22/89

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Legal Abortion Death: Brenda Benton, 35 (Infection, Complications of Anesthesia)

Brenda’s survivors sued Biogenetics after her death, after Dusan Zivkovic and/or V. Perez had performed a safe and legal abortion on her on March 13, 1987. She was placed under general anesthesia for the abortion.

Af-ter she was discharged, Brenda developed fever, chills, and back pain.

The suit says that 35-year-old Brenda returned to Biogenetics to report these symptoms on March 27, and that Zivkovic examined Brenda and performed a D&C before transferring her to Martha Washington Hospital.

There, Brenda’s survivors say, Zivkovic called in other doctors for a consult. They then transferred Brenda to Rush-Presbyterian St. Luke’s hospital on April 6. She died there on April 20.

Her death was due to infection and “overwhelming septicemia.” Brenda’s family said that Zivkovic failed to determine that Brenda had had an adverse reaction to drugs he’d given her, and failed to detect and respond to her medical emergency. An expert opinion on the case attributes Brenda’s death to inappropriate follow-up, and septicemia leading to fatal complications. Brenda’s death certificate attributed death to hepatic necrosis due to toxicity reaction to abortion anesthesia.

Sources: Cook County Circuit Court Case No. 89L 2906, Death Certificate No. 607697

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