Under anesthesia, women having abortions reveal their feelings

B. R. Arnowitz interviewed abortion clinic workers, asking them about women’s emotions during abortions. In the article “Abortion and the Actualized Self”, writer  Camille S. Williams explains what clinic workers told Arnowitz :

“Anesthesia pops the lid off the id,” clinic workers tell Arnowitz. Under anesthesia, women vocalize their conflicted states: “I had to do this. I didn’t want to kill this baby. My husband didn’t want it. My poor baby. I hate him.” Religious and superstitious women appear to have the worst experiences, “apparently due to their guilt and consequent conflict.”

This quote is in the article Camille S. Williams “Abortion and the Actualized Self” First Things November 1991.

It is referring to B. R. Arnowitz’s essay called “The Psychodynamics of Abortion” (included in a volume titled Critical Psychophysical Passages in the Life of A Woman, edited by Joan Offerman-Zuckerberg).

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Abortionist on what doctors do when baby is born alive

Dr. Warren Pearse, then executive director of American College of Obstetrics and Gynecology, was asked what abortionists do when a baby is born alive during an abortion.

”What you would do next [after expulsion] is nothing. You assume the infant is dead unless it shows signs of life. You’re dealing with a dead fetus unless there is sustained respiration- its not enough if there’s a single heartbeat or an occasional gasp.”

“Abortion: The Dreaded Complication” by Liz Jeffries and Rick Edmonds, Philadelphia Inquirer Aug 2, 1982

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Formerly pro-choice woman regrets her abortions

From a woman who had two abortions:

“For ten years, I was pro-choice. I justified my actions by feeling anger toward the pro-life movement for not supporting pregnant women. But I never asked about their services. After all, it was my body, and I could do what I pleased with it.…

One day while watching my daughter, it finally hit me – I had killed my two children. I wept bitterly. My heart ached to hold my babies. Falling to my knees in prayer, I asked God for his forgiveness for my selfishness and deceit.”

Wendy Williams, Ann Caldwell Empty Arms: More Than 60 Life-Giving Stories of Hope from the Devastation of Abortion (Chattanooga, Tennessee: Living Ink Books, 2005) 99-100

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Woman convinced to abort by her boyfriend

Donna was in graduate school when she got pregnant. She tells her story:

“I was in complete shock with this news [of the pregnancy], and my boyfriend volunteered to pay for an abortion. He insisted it was the only choice. We could have kids after we got married. I tried to talk him out of the decision, but because of fear and denial, I was easily persuaded. …

[T]he doctor performed a suction abortion. I cried during the whole thing, I could’ve said, “Stop!”

The minute it was over, I wailed, “Why did he make me kill my baby?”

When we left the doctor’s office, we went directly to a church. My boyfriend waited in the car and could not understand the sorrow that overwhelmed me. A few weeks after the abortion, he left our relationship.

Wendy Williams, Ann Caldwell Empty Arms: More Than 60 Life-Giving Stories of Hope from the Devastation of Abortion (Chattanooga, Tennessee: Living Ink Books, 2005) 147-148

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Late term abortions run counter to preserving life

On how abortion affects nurses:

“Dr. Nancy Kaltreider, an academic psychiatrist at the University of San Francisco, has found in several studies “an unexpectedly strong reaction” by the assisting staff to late-abortion procedures. For nurses, she hypothesizes, handling tissues that resemble a fully formed baby “runs directly against the medical emphasis on preserving life.”

“Abortion: The Dreaded Complication” by Liz Jeffries and Rick Edmonds, Philadelphia Inquirer Aug 2, 1982

22-24 weeks. Could be killed in a late term abortion
22-24 weeks. Could be killed in a late term abortion
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Aborted baby born alive at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center

The article “Abortion: The Dreaded Complication” by Liz Jeffries and Rick Edmonds, Philadelphia Inquirer Aug 2, 1982 documented the following case.

“July 1979, Cedars-Sinai Medical Center, Los Angeles, Dr. Boyd Cooper delivered an apparently stillborn infant after having ended a problem pregnancy of 23 weeks. Half an hour later the baby made gasping attempts to breathe, but no efforts were made to resuscitate it because of its size (1 pound 2 ounces) and the wishes of the parents. The baby was taken to a small utility room that was used, among other tings, as an infant morgue. Told of the continued gasping, Cooper instructed a nurse, “Leave the baby there- it will die.” Twelve hours later, according to testimony of the nurse, Laura VanArsdale, she returned to work and found the infant still in the closet, still gasping.

Cooper then agreed to have the baby boy transferred to an intensive care unit, where he died four days later. A coroner’s jury ruled the death “accidental” rather than natural but found nothing in Cooper’s conduct to warrant criminal action.”

How many other cases have there been over the years?

Living preemie born at 23 weeks
Living preemie born at 23 weeks

 

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Aborted baby born alive at West Penn Hospital in Pittsburgh

The Philadelphia Inquirer reports on a baby born alive during a botched abortion in July of 1974:

“July 1974. West Penn Hospital, Pittsburgh: Dr. Leonard Laufe performed an abortion on a woman who contended she had been raped- though that and her account of when she became pregnant were later disputed. She had been turned down for an abortion at another hospital, where the term of her pregnancy was estimated at 26 to 31 weeks. Laufe put it at 20 to 22. The abortion, induced by injection of prostaglandin, a substance that stimulates muscle contraction and delivery of the fetus, was filmed for use as an instructional film. The film showed the three-pound infant moving and gasping. Also, a nurse and a medical student testified that they had notice signs of life. No charges were filed, however, after a coroner’s inquest at which Laufe testified that the infant sustained fatal damage during delivery.”

“Abortion: The Dreaded Complication” by Liz Jeffries and Rick Edmonds, Philadelphia Inquirer Aug 2, 1982

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Aborted baby born alive at Greater Bakersfield Hospital

The Philadelphia Inquirer told the story of a baby born alive during a botched abortion at Greater Bakersfield Hospital in California in 1973:

“April 1973, Greater Bakersfield Hospital, Bakersfield, California: A 4 ½ pound infant was born live following a saline abortion (induced by an injection of salt solution) performed by Dr. Xavier Hall Ramirez. Informed by phone, Dr. Ramirez ordered two nurses to discontinue administering oxygen to the baby.  His instructions were countermanded by another doctor; the baby survived and was placed for adoption. Ramirez was indicted for solicitation to commit murder. His attorney argued that a medical order based on medical opinion, no matter how mistaken, is privileged. Dr. Irvin M. Cushner of the University of California at Los Angeles, later to become a top health policy official in the Carter administration; testified that it was normal for Ramirez to expect the delivery of a dead or certain to die infant as the result of a saline abortion.”

“Abortion: The Dreaded Complication” by Liz Jeffries and Rick Edmonds, Philadelphia Inquirer Aug 2, 1982:

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Pregnant teen asks Planned Parenthood “is it a baby?”

When Carolyn Kasdorf became pregnant as a teenager, she was afraid to let anyone at her Christian school or church know. Also, her parents had always warned her not to come home pregnant. So she turned to Planned Parenthood for help.  She tells her story:

“Feeling I had nowhere to go, I turned to Planned Parenthood and ultimately chose abortion. At first, I struggled with the morality of the decision.

“Is it a baby?” I asked.

The counselor gave me all the answers. “No, it’s not a baby; it’s just cartilage like your ear. It’s a blob of tissue.”

Wendy Williams, Ann Caldwell Empty Arms: More Than 60 Life-Giving Stories of Hope from the Devastation of Abortion (Chattanooga, Tennessee: Living Ink Books, 2005) 98 – 100

Later, she had a second abortion. It was not until many years later that she came to regret her abortions.

7-wk-dia

The baby above is not cartilage.

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Abortion is “difficult emotionally” for some women

Two abortion doulas say that abortion is sometimes difficult for women:

“There were patients for whom the procedure was straightforward, and there were patients for whom it wasn’t straightforward, where it was difficult technically, difficult emotionally.”

Mary Mahoney and Lauren Mitchell The Doulas: Radical Care for Pregnant People (New York: Feminist Press, 2016) 232

Even pro-abortion people admit that for many women, abortion is a difficult and painful thing to go through.

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