Dr. Bernard Nathanson Describes the Distress of Two Abortion Providers

Dr. Bernard Nathanson, a former abortionist turned pro-life advocate, recalls these incidents from his time as a legal abortionist:

“I also recall being cornered by the wife of one [abortionist] at the cocktail party we gave when the Sixty-Second Street Clinic opened. She drew me aside and talked in a decidedly agitated manner of the increasingly frequent nightmares her husband had been having. He had confessed to her that the dreams were filled with blood and children, and that he had latterly become obsessed with the notion that some terrible justice would soon be inflicted upon his own children in payment for what he was doing.
Another time, the wife of a second doctor, who had done at least 2,000 abortions at the place, phoned to report that her husband had developed a serious drinking problem over the past year that, in her view, was precipitated by the clinic work.

Yet another doctor walked into my office after three weeks on the job and submitted his resignation. He declared that he had absolutely no feelings on the morality of abortion as such, but “when I am up this close to it, it’s just too much for me. Too bloody, too much pressure. You guys are turning out abortions here like it’s an assembly line, and you expect us to work with no feelings at all.”

Bernard N. Nathanson MD “Aborting America” New York: Doubleday Company 1979 p 141

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Late Term Abortionist on Deliveries and Abortions

“I felt that you can’t do both. You do a delivery, and then you do a late abortion. I couldn’t take the emotional roller-coaster ride.”

Late term abortionist Dr. James MacMahon, now deceased

LA Times, The Abortions of Last Resort, 1-7-1990

Quoted by Life Dynamics

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Abortionist: Second Trimester “Procedures” are Gruesome

second trimester sonogram

“Any procedure at this stage is pretty gruesome. When I did second-trimester abortions, I did them late in the day, and when I’d get home, my wife would say, ‘You did one today, didn’t you?’ It would be all over my face.”

Portland Press Herald (Maine),Doctors speak bluntly about late-term abortion: 5-23-1997

Quote provided by Life Dynamics “RoeBots”

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Doctor Finds D & E Procedures to be Traumatizing to Perform

D&E abortions are generally done in the second trimester, but occasionally are done later. They consist of tearing the unborn baby apart with forceps, pulling out limb after limb, then crushing the skull and counting each body parts afterwards to verify that all the pieces are out. See diagram below:

“[D&E abortions are] far more psychologically traumatizing for the doctors … I can’t do them anymore.”

Head of Obstetrics at a hospital in Philadelphia, quoted in 1993

. Philadelphia Enquirer, July 18 1993. Quoted by Pregnant Pause http://www.pregnantpause.org/abort/workers_say.htm

Read a doctor’s description of this type of abortion here. 

 

 

 

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Nurses Felt like Murderers

A nurse who works with late-term abortions said this in a letter to a pro-choice columnist:

“I know of two nurses who went off work with stress as a result of their experience with late terminations. I suffered tremendous nightmares and guilt for months. The guilt comes from the fact that you as a nurse cut the umbilical cord and, as dramatic as it sounds, we felt like murderers.”

Quoted by Christina Dunigan. RealChoice blog. “Even Abortionists Get Queasy” Sunday, May 18, 2008. http://realchoice.blogspot.com/2008/05/even-abortionists-get-queasy.html

24 week unborn baby, legal to abort in any state
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Clinic Worker Examines Aborted Babies With Fascination and Horror

“One [clinic worker], Nina Miller, felt that she should explore the contents of the cheesecloth sack [that held first-trimester abortion remains] to prepare her for dealing with human tissue in medical school…as a biology major, she was fascinated by the veins and villi, the tiny threads waving from the tiny placenta, of eight-and-nine week POCs[products of conception i.e., aborted babies]. On the human level though, she was horrified by the little arms and legs lying in blood. Each time she asked herself, “What are we doing here?” And each time she went home to reconsider her commitment to helping women end pregnancies they didn’t want.”

Sue Hertz. Caught in the Crossfire: A Year on Abortion’s Front Line (New York: Prentice Hall Press, 1991) p 104-105

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Abortionist Overcome by Emotion After Procedure

A doctor said she was performing an abortion on a 30-year-old doctor after she herself had just had a miscarriage.

10 week-old unborn baby

She had been trying for seven years to become pregnant.

After the abortion, she said,”I just collapsed on the floor,” overcome by her emotions.

Gina Kolata “Fewer Doctors Performing Abortions” The Los Angeles Daily Journal Jan 16 1990. Quoted in Charles S. Swindoll Sanctity of Life: The Inescapable Issue. (Dallas, TX: Word Publishing, 1990) p 11

 

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40% of Abortion Providers Have Internal Conflict, According to Interviews

In an interview of abortion providers, nearly 40% of respondents felt an internal moral concern brought on by “the nature of the act itself.”

Celeste McGovern Alberta Report/Newsmagazine “Why Doctors are Fleeing the Carnage” November 21 1994 Vol. 21, Issue 49

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Money and Power Attract Abortionists to the Field

Dr. Philip Ney, who works with abortion providers who have left the business has this to say:

“Some make it, some don’t. The ones who don’t sort of implode. They may revert to drinking, trying to struggle with their anger and guilt, hiding out in a series of rationalizations. They have to deal with all sorts of problems: guilt, shame, anger. They feel they’ve been badly used by their colleagues, doing the dirty work for other doctors. These people also feel they are doing a job for society — that other people are making them do it. They feel used. When we attempted to find out what got people into the abortion industry, they said it was the power and the money that attracted them. The power was power over life and death.”

“Former Abortion Employees Seek Peace After Quitting” Washington Times Feb. 23, 2001

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Abortionists and Clinic Workers Deal with Trauma

From a report about an abortion’s impact on providers presented to the Association of Planned Parenthood Physicians by a veteran abortionist:

16 week unborn baby, an age when a D&E abortion would be performed. D&E abortions are performed up to 24 weeks and sometimes even beyond.

“Many subjects reported serious emotional reactions which produced physiological symptoms, sleep disturbances, effects on personal relationships, and moral anguish…Reactions to viewing the fetus ranged from “I haven’t looked,” to shock, dismay, amazement, disgust, fear, and sadness…Two felt it must eventually damage [the doctor] psychologically…Two respondents described dreams which they had related to the procedure. Both described dreams of vomiting fetuses along with a sense of horror. Other dreams revolved around a need to protect others from viewing fetal parts, dreaming that she herself was pregnant and needed an abortion or was having a baby…The more direct the physical and visual involvement [i.e. nurses and doctors] the more stress experienced.”

Warren Hern and Billie Corrigan “What About Us? Staff Reactions to the D & E Procedure” paper presented to the Association of Planned Parenthood Physicians, 26 October 1978, 1, 4, 5, 6. Quoted by Randy Alcorn in Pro-Life Answers to Pro-Choice Arguments

 

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